berfikir sambil mop lantai

tadi lepas lunch, memang dah jadi rutin harian aku tak kira kat rumah siapa aku berada, aku ditugaskan untuk basuh pinggan. itu memang kemahiran aku la dari kecil sebab suka main air. hehe. so, lepas basuh pinggan tu mesti la nak kena mop lantai sebab konfem2 la lantai berminyak lepas aktiviti masak-memasak before tu kan. sambil mop lantai tu aku ternampak abah duduk kat tepi pintu sambil tengok tv. National Geography agaknya. tak pun Animal Planet. memang kusyuk la aku tengok abah tengok tv tadi. huhu. 


tiba2 otak aku mula berfikir dengan bernasnya. haha. "Apa yang ada dalam fikiran parents aku ek?". sambil mop lantai, sambil aku try mencari jawapan. tapi bukan jawapan yang aku dapat. bermacam-macam lagi soalan yang timbul dalam fikiran aku ni. contohnya macam apa dorang fikir :-


1) bila aku dengan angah tak de kat rumah?
2) bila aku cakap aku nak balik naik bas dari shah alam ke gombak?
3) kalau pukul 7 aku tak sampai2 pun rumah lagi?
4) bila aku keluar sorang2, bukan dengan member2 aku?
5) bila aku cakap henset aku buat hal, selalu ter 'off' sendiri?
6) bila dorang tengok drama pasal anak derhaka?

Letter from INFINITE's Myungsoo (L)'s mom (BOAF ep 10)

Son, have you been doing good? You were surprised, right? Our Myungsoo…you are my son who never complained and grew up to be a good person. I still can’t believe that you are a celebrity. I always feel like I’m talking about someone else. You tend to be shy and reserved so I wasn’t sure if this was right for you. Rather than feeling proud, I feel worried before anything and…do you remember what I said to you before? And what I expect from the seven members is that I wish for you guys to treat each other like brothers, to rely on each other as you did the first time you were formed as a group. I have a lot more to say, but I don’t think I should make this any longer. Even though every day is hard, I’m rooting for you guys so that you can earn more love. From your mom who loves her seven sons.

(cr: ultimateiceprincess @ tumblr via INFINITE_fans)


[TRANS][THE REASON WHY MYUNGSOO CRIED]
WHEN MYUNGSOO IS READING THE LETTER HIS MOTHER WROTE FOR HIM, HE COULD NOT HOLD BACK HIS TEARS, HE SAID, “HONESTLY, IT’S TIRING TO BE AN IDOL, AN IDOL DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP AND ALSO THEY HAVE THEIR OWN PROBLEMS TO THINK OF, THEY WILL ALSO THINK OF WHAT THEIR FUTURE WILL BE, WHILE READING MY MOTHER’S LETTER, MY FEELING FOR WHAT I MENTIONED JUST NOW BECAME VERY STRONG.”

- PART OF MYUNGSOO’S CUT ON 120114 BIRTH OF A FAMILY EPISODE 10

CREDIT: CHINESE TRANSLATION: @GEMINI孙大头
ENGLISH TRANSLATION: 
@_92LINE

my wallpaper

just wanna show off my wallpaper..hehe..this is all because of i've infinite fever..huhu

INFINITE!!!!!!

PARADISE by INFINITE (Hangul lyrics)

L) 삐끗 삐끗 고장 난 내 마음이라

이대로 보낼 순 없어

어쩌저고

SK) 흔들 흔들 위태로워 보여도 난

나를 자바둘 수 밖에 없어

어쩌자고

SJ) 사랑한다 (그럴거야 넌)

안 한다 (아닐거야)

WH) 한다 너만 본다

SK) 여기 있어 더 더

부탁할게 더 더

잘래줄게 더 더

아직은 못 보내니까

WH) 난 난 살아야해

난 난 버텨야해

난 난 언젠간 멈출테니까

ALL) 네가 있어야만 여기가  Paradise

언지로 너를 가둬버린 Paradise oh oh

깨어선 갈 수 없는 슬픈 Paradise

여원히 함께 할 수 있는 Paradise oh oh oh oh oh

HY) 숨 죽여서 지켜불 수 밖에 난

그저 그럴 수 밖에 없어

께질 까봐

SY) 나를 본다 (그럴 거야 넌)

안 본다 (아닐거야 넌)

WH) 번다 아파 온다

SK) 여기 있어 더 더

부탁할게 더 더

잘래줄게 더 더

아직은 못 보내니까

WH) 난 난 살아야해

난 난 버텨야해

난 난 언젠간 멈출테니까

ALL) 네가 있어야만 여기가  Paradise

언지로 너를 가둬버린 Paradise oh oh

깨어선 갈 수 없는 슬픈 Paradise

여원히 함께 할 수 있는 Paradise oh oh oh oh oh

DW) 매일 밤 너를 채웠던 나

그래 익숙해진 몸

이제 눈물로 채울

감아왔던 팔 숨이 가파르던 밤

최구의 Paradise

너 없인 Hopeless world

SK) 조금만 널 더 더

잡아둘게 더 더

바라볼게 더 더

심장이 식을 때까지

WH) 난 난 살아야해

난 난 너 없이도

난 난 지금은 네가 필요해

ALL) 네가 있어야만 여기가  Paradise

언지로 너를 가둬버린 Paradise oh oh

깨어선 갈 수 없는 슬픈 Paradise

여원히 함께 할 수 있는 Paradise oh oh oh oh oh

habuk

kalau boleh ditimbang habuk yang ada kat page aku ni, agak-agak dah berapa kg la ek??? sebab aku dah lama gila tak hantar apa2 entry pun sejak sem baru start.. sebenarnya reason yang paling best yang aku boleh bagi la kan is line broadband kat rumah sewa baru aku tu ngokngek sikt.. bukan setakat line broadband je, line hp pun sama gak naik gila.. geram la jugak kadang2..
ye la, sekarang kerja semua nak kena hantar pakai emel, tapi camne nak hantar kalau line camtu...??? huhu..

i miss him

cuti sem dah nak habis. sedih la kot. sebab aku dah terpaksa tinggalkan variety shows kat KBS WORLD. huhu. and damn,  i miss him so much sebab semalam tengok music bank dia tak ada. part dia pun sungmin ngan teukie yang amek.

hensem la pulak bila dia ni botak..hehe..dulu penat la aku ngan member aku try imagine macam mana bila dia botak..not bad gak la bila tengok pic dia botak hari tu..haha..

padan muka kau!!!!!

Seingat aku la kan, sepanjang 22 tahun aku hidup ni tak penah la pulak aku tercouple or bercouple dengan mane2 orang, baik lelaki or perempuan. Pastu tiba2 semalam ada la sorang mangkuk hayun tak pasti berapa tingkat ni cakap aku dah lupa kat dia eventhough kitorang penah bercouple. Gila ke hape dia ni. Bro, kalau aku penah couple, mesti la membe2 yang rapat dengan aku tahu. Dah la waktu mesej tu sampai semalam aku tengah tengok pelakon fevret aku, Scha Al-Yahya berlakon cite GEISHA MELAYU TERAKHIR. So aku rasa macam satu benda yang mengacau la bila mesej dari manusia yang tak dikenali ni tiba2 masuk. Dah tu tahu nama aku pulak tu. Bila aku tanya dia tu siapa, tak nak pulak bagitahu. Bagus la tu. Bagus sangat. Tu namanya pengecut!!

Satu pantang aku, bila aku tengah tengok citer yang aku suka (tambah2 pulak Scha or Zahiril yang berlakon), memang aku tak suka layan mesej manusia pengecut macam tu. Tapi kalau mesej orang yang aku kenal, aku layan je. Lebih2 lagi kalau aku tengok cite bukan melayu or cite melayu yang takde sub english. Memang nasib kau la kena “WTH” dengan aku semalam. Aku dah tanya kau siapa tapi kau taknak jawab. Padan muka kau!

p/s: andai kata kau (org yg kata aku penah couple dengan dia tu) terbaca la kan, aku tak nak mintak maaf pun sebab aku dah send WTH kat kau sebab dah memang nasib kau tak baik kacau aku salah time. Lain kali tu, bila orang tanya tu, jawab la elok2. Tak payah nak pusing2. Kau ingat orang ada banyak masa sangat ke nak layan kau??!!! Kau cari pasal dengan salah orang la. Orang short-temper cam aku ni memang tak kuasa nak layan orang banyak pusing cam kau.